Crucial Decision To Be Made

Recently, I've been offered to study chemical engineering at several institutions. This is where the problem revolve. First of all, if i were to choose to study at USM, i will be far away from my loved ones ( family members ). I couldnt bear leaving them. To make things worst, there's a significant individual that appeared into my life recently, and leaving that person will definitely leave me in despair.

USM is ranked at 1st position in Malaysia and studying there would of course ensure me that there will be a competitive environment equipped with qualified and excellent lecturers. However, ive decided to pursue chemical engineering at UTAR which is ranked at position 22 .

I hope im making the right choice.

Toying with Emotions

A guy about late 30's chatted up with me. He has seen me before in person and treated me whenever we dine in a restaurant.

Recently, he told me that he will give me anything in life that i desire (cars, house, etc) but with one condition, which is to love him.

At first, i wanted so badly to get an iphone 4 and so, we decided to meet up the following day as he told me that he will definitely get it for me. I was certainly wrong as i wanted to play with his emotions in order to get what i wanted.

At the end, i failed to meet up with him as i know playing with someone's emotion is dangerous..and thus, i forgo it.

Smile Smile Smile..

What i have observed, when a gay guy smiles at you, it means that they find you interesting.

I wonder why they dont have the guts to approach and be properly acquainted rather than just smiling..pfttt

Is smiling good enough to hint me?

Forever In Love

If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you

GrindR

Leon and Cliff decided to settle for Fish Manhattan after work. Leon started fidgeting the iphone and immediately accessed into GrindR once seated.

Leon: Eh, Eh, the guys in sunway arent bad looking after all huh?

Cliff : *rolls eyes*

Leon : Haha, so can i put my facepic to test for my market value?

Cliff : NO!! Dont you ever do that

Leon : Why?? Just testing ma

Cliff : * turns head away and face another direction*

Leon noticed Cliff's reaction and realized it..

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Leon : * turns to Cliff*

Cliff : Whenever we go out, you'll play with GrindR for at least 15 minutes. I came out to see you..

Leon : Im sorry..*pat Cliff*

Leon then bought a pint of BR ice-cream for Cliff to soothe him . Leon knew that he was definitely wrong and would pray very hard not to do so the next time.

Love you a gazillion

Road Less Taken

Leon is certained about his sexual orientation, though his friends and family told him that he's just confused and that it's just a "phase" where most youth go through.

Now, Leon chose to divert into the alternative path, less taken by others. He knew that there will be many opposing obstacles, but no worries, he will know how to handle it as he's not alone ;)

No turning back now..

Are You Faithful?

 Come to think of it, gays aren't that faithful as compared to normal heterosexual couples. I dont know why, but i reckon that it is something inevitable and in-built or embedded into their personality.

Recently, I met person X via my close friend, D and the conversation between us went somehow like this:

X : So.... when did you guys first had sex?

Me: Er, im still a virgin *laughed* and besides, it's something P&C.

D : *smiled*

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X : Come on, a cute guy like you!?? impossible you didnt sleep around.

Me: Seriously, No, and i think it's unsafe to do so.

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X : ok, justified enough. anyways, what's your opinion on 3P? * he winked at both of us*

Me : err.... weird, why do you ask such question? Dont you have a partner?

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X : Ala, just joking around, i mean takkan you not boring......everytime same " mee goreng"?

Straight away, i knew this guy was dangerous and should be avoided. However, i actually thought of that question and pondered deep.

Why do gays behave as such? Is it their nature or due to the surrounding gay lifestyle factor? I wouldn't deny that i tend to flirt around at certain times but not until the extent of having sexual relationships.