A guy about late 30's chatted up with me. He has seen me before in person and treated me whenever we dine in a restaurant.
Recently, he told me that he will give me anything in life that i desire (cars, house, etc) but with one condition, which is to love him.
At first, i wanted so badly to get an iphone 4 and so, we decided to meet up the following day as he told me that he will definitely get it for me. I was certainly wrong as i wanted to play with his emotions in order to get what i wanted.
At the end, i failed to meet up with him as i know playing with someone's emotion is dangerous..and thus, i forgo it.
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you
Leon and Cliff decided to settle for Fish Manhattan after work. Leon started fidgeting the iphone and immediately accessed into GrindR once seated.
Leon: Eh, Eh, the guys in sunway arent bad looking after all huh?
Cliff : *rolls eyes*
Leon : Haha, so can i put my facepic to test for my market value?
Cliff : NO!! Dont you ever do that
Leon : Why?? Just testing ma
Cliff : * turns head away and face another direction*
Leon noticed Cliff's reaction and realized it..
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Leon : * turns to Cliff*
Cliff : Whenever we go out, you'll play with GrindR for at least 15 minutes. I came out to see you..
Leon : Im sorry..*pat Cliff*
Leon then bought a pint of BR ice-cream for Cliff to soothe him . Leon knew that he was definitely wrong and would pray very hard not to do so the next time.
Leon is certained about his sexual orientation, though his friends and family told him that he's just confused and that it's just a "phase" where most youth go through.
Now, Leon chose to divert into the alternative path, less taken by others. He knew that there will be many opposing obstacles, but no worries, he will know how to handle it as he's not alone ;)
Come to think of it, gays aren't that faithful as compared to normal heterosexual couples. I dont know why, but i reckon that it is something inevitable and in-built or embedded into their personality.
Recently, I met person X via my close friend, D and the conversation between us went somehow like this:
X : So.... when did you guys first had sex?
Me: Er, im still a virgin *laughed* and besides, it's something P&C.
X : Ala, just joking around, i mean takkan you not boring......everytime same " mee goreng"?
Straight away, i knew this guy was dangerous and should be avoided. However, i actually thought of that question and pondered deep.
Why do gays behave as such? Is it their nature or due to the surrounding gay lifestyle factor? I wouldn't deny that i tend to flirt around at certain times but not until the extent of having sexual relationships.
Mother: I dont want you to be a gay! I shall not accept it..and if you ever become one, you wont have any blessings from me.
Leon ignore and continued tidying his bedroom.
Mother: You know that gays are the root of causing a family to be disorientated? Gays are like wolves disguising as a sheep. They appear to be all caring because they want SEX only.
Leon face turned red.
Mother: You wont be successful in life if you're a gay i tell you...so..you better change yourself. Dont ask me to pray for you next time.
"Was it a threat imposed?" thought Leon
Question is: can Leon succumb to these torments?
