Moving out

Been pampered at home- hot meals are laid on the table, a warm and comfortable bed for me to lay on, clean and ironed clothes for me to wear, etc.

Since im moving out, i no longer can enjoy these privileges. A reflection is made, "how lucky and blessed i am" thought myself.

I guess im all grown up now, to decide and carve my path of life. No worries, i know what are my priorities and certainly, i will be someone in future!

Gaytube

Leon is shifting to KL soon, and thus, took the opportunity to fill his medulla oblongata and cerebellum memory with gay videos. Every night, usually past midnight, he would endeavour into streaming and searching for the hottest love sessions videos. This is because, he will be sharing a master room with another homosapein and thus, wouldnt have that much chance to view these videos.

Talking about gaytube, Leon finds it interesting as it has a compilations of gay videos from various sites. Preferably, Leon would stream videos that are played within 1-3 minutes due to certain "reasons". Well, all " good things"  has to come to an end Leon!

Kiasu-ism

With reference to the above topic, how do you guys view "kiasu-ism"?

To me, kiasu-ism can be something positive that should be inculcated in us as it helps an individual to progress in life without slacking. The fear of losing out to others in terms of education, work, performance, etc will eventually develop an individual into a mere perfectionist.

I've been a kiasu kid ever since my secondary school lifestyle, but eventually faded when i entered into my tertiary studies. I still remembered the times in secondary school, how deceiving i was in convincing others that i studied lesser than them for an exam, but in the ending, scoring relatively higher marks. And upon seeing their disappointed face, a smirk and evil-satisfaction smile is smirked. Somehow, "kiasu-ism" helped me to score strings of A's in my exams, and nonetheless, "kiasu-sm" is something that should be viewed positively.

P.S- Kiasu in building my physique too

My Head is On Fire cum Body in Progress

My current hair

*Dislikes hair* =(




Physique after 2 months

The Gym "Ambience"

Recently, Leon has been an active gym-goer. He took noticed about a bunch of gym-ers and thus, classified them.

There are the muscle mania who tend to look at themselves in the mirror, flexing their over-built muscles, thinking that they're drop dead gorgeous.

Heading to the tracks and drinking "parlour" area, he noticed several flowerpots standing at one side of the corner, gazing at guys and wanting to be approached.

Next, the steam room, Leon noticed that there are several perverts who are longing to attract "the unnecessary" attention by playing with their pubic hair or caressing their nipples.

It's OK being Different

It has been about 3 years of taunting and torment,
Being "different" was something unacceptable and formidable,
It's alright, it's your decision; your rights
That's what I thought.

Endure it!
Justify why being different,
Change others' negative perceptions,
And finally,
My old folks are finally accepting me,
My siblings are finally understanding me,
My friends are finally supporting me,
It's just a matter of time for the acceptance and transition.

I've Lost A Friend

The title says it all and it's not just any ordinary friend. He was a special friend, whom i can share my ups and downs with, or turn to for a crying shoulder. We studied together, did all crazy things together but not anymore...

Why?

It's because he got disillusioned by lust factor. He begin to sleep around ever since he begin to use GrindR.
He doesnt give a hoot about my advices, but he rather choose to ignore them.

All I can do for now is to pray to God so that my lost friend will be able to realize and take the "turning point" to the right path.